我不难过。。。

This is the song that have accompanied me this few weeks after I have come back n also times in the states... But now I have learnt a story behind this song...

作词:杨明学 作曲:李偲松
又站在你家的门口我们重复沉默
这样子单方面的守候
还能多久
*终于你开口向我述说他有多温柔
虽然你还握著我的手
但我已不在你心中
我真的懂 你不是喜新厌旧
是我 没有
陪在你身边当你寂寞时候
别再看著我说著你爱过 别太伤痛
我不难过 这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂
就让我走 让我开始享受自由
回忆很多 你的影子也会充满我生活
我并不懦弱 你比谁都懂
虽然寂寞 这会是我 最后的宽容*
但我已不在你心中
Repeat *
抱紧我 再抱紧我
这一份感动 就请你让我留在胸口
别再说 是你的错
爱到了尽头 是非对错
就让它随风 忘了所有 过的比你快活
真的懂 你不是喜新厌旧
是我 没有
陪在你身边当你寂寞时候
别再看著我说著你爱过 别太伤痛
我不难过 这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂
不要再说 或许这是最好的结果
现在分手 总好过你不爱我一拖再拖
松开你的手 离开你左右
我向前走 这会是我真正的解脱

I super like the lyrics of this song, it was wrote by 杨学明... Some of us might not know who he was, but so sadly that he have already left us... I was idleing this few weeks after I have came back from the states n found out about this talented guy, cuz I super like this song n then i found out the person who wrote the lyrics have pass on i was quite sad as he left behind with us this beautiful lyrics...

I am a person who like the lyrics more than the melody cuz it's the lyrics that makes a melody more meaningful... That's was y i love singing n we are telling a story through the lyrics... I will always try to feel the lyrics where we could give in more feeling while singing the song (not trying to be drama la)and singing/ listening them at the correct time... Giving me a soothing feeling... After going to states have given me more exposure to more different type of music n the trip actually have a little improvement to appreciating music and songs...

Little updates of me... Still trying to look for job, but with hope... Going from interview to interview hoping that every opportunity will be the right one... I now know how tough to look for job... But still wish me luck...