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Saturday, August 16, 2008

Reflections

Stepping into this month, meaning stepping nearer to nearer into my twenty lo...Well I should look back into myself... I wanna know better of myself...

L have assisted me to go through some of the thinking process.... Actually i quite understand myself but i kept escaping from it.... Showing low confidence level.... L ask me what's the defination of Friends Forever....
I jus answer "meaning keeping contact after apart" but i'm not doing it at all.... Asking myself did i ever contacted any??? I'm juz too selfish wanting to know as many ppl calling friends but how well do i know them? Disappointing in this part i have never take initiative to talk to any frens till they come n talk to me, thinking too much hv put me into this habit, a simple hi to start conversation would be so sweet.... But i juz didn't do it....

I'm so low in confidence, always thinking negativly... Looking at me normal looking, only by abiltites could stand up but dropping in standard hv pull me more downwards.... Singing is my fav, counted my best talent, however couldn't even focus on singing my alto part well.... So much hv contributed to a low confi level.... Sometimes when i'm able to do something, inferior feelings hv made it worst.... Only now in work i hv some confidence in myself thus would like to dump myself in huge pile of work, negleting friends, neglecting family....

Am i a filial girl? After starting IPP hv let me putting in more thoughts for my parents, actually every year of my birthday i would be sad as my parents hv grown older also... I want to be with them, i want to provide them the best of everything, after starting IPP when i hv the ability i would bring them to dinner n stuff... FAMILY....
Not saying it out due to conservative only can do by showing it.... That's all i could...

Well after all this really would like to thanks those who will be celebrating o hv given me prez for my b'day.... Letting me to enjoy this low period... Thanks for the bag n watch i really liking it... N the piece of cake is really nice... Realising that day was my lunar b'day n waiting for me to knock off really thanks loads.... Friends and Family the 2 impt Fs of my life i hv to regain back my confi n also all my friends.... And wishing my parent good health that's all i ask for....

*My off day i went to watch 12 Lotus wif my mum... I like the show the song were nice, clothes were nice n cried like no body business... It's really like a musical telling a story wif the song... Super ke lian....*

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