Wednesday, April 09, 2008
I so wanna cry now.......It's not abt work, it's not abt love, it's juz abt me.....I now knows wat make me cry but there is only one word for me now NUMB......I'm so numb toward things.... I'm numb toward money, i'm numb toward work.... I should have given up on love and barely feels anything.... Today received a bad news, my collegue's husband has passed away... Everyone was on verge of tears n some of them cried... I knew i'm working so i have to control.... Now i know y i couldn't even cry cuz i have controlled too much... I just dun like separation, it make me sad but couldn't really cry out... Makes me feel unwell... Hope that tml will be better...