Rush home to see my horrible results.... Once again i'm not perfect.... But i have to let myself happy.... Today is my off day again... Once again i lose my voice... So i will have to plan a date for myself to enlighten myself... I plan to go sch print the stupid log book, then to library to return some borrowed material and watch Rule Number 1 ba... I must be happy, hope my IPP could help me to score better....I know i'm a miser to you, giving damn loads and full of shit of excuses to you... But some part of me are really unwilling to travel out of AMK on my off day... Cuz i've been travelling out for full 6 days.... I'm jus giving myself loads of excuses to stay away from travelling... Forgive me for my stubborn, Yes i'm stubborn, very stubborn....Today the rain was so heavy la, saded still tot to cheer myself up even the weather was not supporting me... But my stubbornness kept me going on, if i could use the stubbornness i have for studies might work well... I went ahead wif my plan... Next time will rest on my off day le ba, only till my pay day lo... Then go enjoy myself again... Shopping, go makan etc... But today finally done a brave thing to watch movie alone... Great experience, a step closer to be more independent...