SHE.HER.
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
First day of IPP, training, fun get to know how hotel run etc think can't review too much... Yups was lecture all the way too much info till the brain wanna burst... On the way to sch my headache was damn bad, feeling the head exploding, then went to VE trying to do my notes but headaches so relax n play a while... Then singing help to relieve the pain abit, but next up is gastric but i bear wif it a while n ben got his brownie for all of us, taken a bit, a least got makan somethings...Well i'm super happy abt IPP, but my heart wasn't well(juz some personal feelings)no worries i'm veri happy now... Sometimes juz sometimes, i wish that i could cry out loud, but i know that the past have let me to lose the ability to cry out... I no longer cry out loud, maybe to extreme pain only i guess but i'll not cry out loud anymore... As i dun want to let my parents to worry and i need to be strong n brave... So i'll try to keep sniffing to minimal too, but this few years i'm pretty fine no extreme pains for me, but i know that i'll not be able to cry out anymore, couldn't really release out.... But i recover pretty fast so i'll be fine... Crazy me got mixture of feelings right now, hope that everything will be fine for me n looking forward to tml...泪流了会变干,
心痛了会变伤,
伤好了会留疤,
那将永远倒印在心上.
SHE ™
WISHLIST ™
HER AUDIENCES ™
THE JUDGES ™
APPLAUSE ™