Today i suddenly felt like exploding myself... I suddenly found that i have got so much things to do and it's all in a mess... I'm suddenly having too much things to handle, i'm losing myself... I have to stop myself down n think through properly wat to be done n wat come first... It's in a total mess... But now it's better, i think need to stop myself down sometimes... Well today whole afternoon doing my decision science proj well everything was in place and hopefully they are correct... This is the most difficult n tedious proj ever have... I think my body have already immune to hunger, i'm not feel them nowadays, so well it means i can go without meals... I know it's bad for health, but i'm ok maybe this few days too held up with proj le... I'll take care of myself, hope that i'll pull through... Next week got 3 presentations plus open house, hopefully everything will go smoothly... This time quite a few presentation require acting, haha gonna use the never ever owned acting skill...

Was listening to news n suddenly heard that the comedian MC King had passed away, so suddenly... I'm sad, although not someone close... But i guess i'm afraid of ppl leaving me... I dun want anyone to leave me... But i know it's impossible, not everyone gonna stay with you forever, n i also know that i will not stay alive forever... I think maybe i still need to learn how to let go...