Soooo long never blog le, i'm sooo busy omg... I started to hate myself being so busy... The following should not appear on this blog but i have to vent it out, reflecting myself...I dunno wat's going on with me I seems like doing so many things together at once, seems that i do not have much time with my classmates and freinds le... I just came back from my VE camp, during the camp itself, i actually left for my yoga lesson, i seriouly felt veri bad leaving the camp but i dun wanna miss the lesson leh... So on my way to the lesson i was asking myself why am i doing so many things... I start to hate being so busy... But if i dun do it now i dun think i'll have time to do it in the future... Since young i have a concept that i need to take care of my parents cuz my parents are not like the others, they are much more older than all my other friends' parents... I know the moment i have to work i need to support them, that's y i intend not to go uni, so that i could work more earlier, o if i could get a sponsership then i would want to go... I dun want them to spend anymore money on me, their money should b use for retirement, but the standard of living is getting higher and higher so the money in the past is not equivilent to now lah.. So i gotta work hard currently in order to support them that's y i'm so busy hoping that everything will be ok when i start to support them... Hai finally know the reason y i'm so occupied, but i shouldn't hate myself now...
Okok shan't talk about that went to VE camp was real fun, n some problem pop out, but sure that ppl do make mistake, but we should learn from our mistake then, so now should move on and look for a better future, hope that everything would be well and fine for everyone.... Love all mah friends!!!