Starts Sch around 1 week le...
Really sobs... A bit regreted getting into this course leh, cuz we r the first batch so we got nothing with us... But I dunno y my class is like that? Though lecturer always say we r the elite class, being in the elite class can feel the stress loh... Dun say we can do well in everything, we r not the super teens in sch... I dunno y my class so rush to get into groups for project... Going into year 2 cannot enjoy the feelings in year 1 le... Y everything is in rush? I dunno but i will always stick to my 2 bao beis de... The greatest motivation for me now is them loh... Hope that we can do the best stuff out of all kambateh loh... Really thank god that he let me to get to know this 2 great frens will seriously hope that we can b together throughout the 3 years and also continue being friends in my lifetime... Cuz i dun really enjoy my lessons now... But wat to do already got in le, so shall work hard and make it happen... Then went to my jap class today well cuz the blk was under construction then everything was so messy then went wrong class lah, then my class so lonely no one i know de, need to go know them... Thinking to change to the thurs class but dunno lah, i dunno where has the friendly me gone to... I always feel that i need to protect myself in such a competitive class...Juz like 2 weeks of the sch the competition is there already, comparing GPA, who's gd n who's not? I really dun like this... Y must we compare? Aren't we same r human beings? I dunno, that's wat sadden me... Putting elite together means competition, so realistic... I dunno y hai quite sadden over this... Well not going to care abt it, going ve is also another relieve of stress for me... Hope that everything will b ok soon... And i shall go do my homework....SOBS!!!